Sunday, October 25, 2009

Emotions burst

Suddenly, in the middle of doing chores my mind wandered...

It is almost that time. After waiting for so many years, we are almost there.
in less than 20hrs I will be waiting for an answer. the answer that would set me "free".

Was it worth it? I keep asking myself. Or was it a curse?

Don't know how to feel. It's a mixture of happiness and sadness. It is the end of a long frustrating chapter and the beginning of a new one that promises... nothing.

I think what saddens me most is that tomorrow, while it should be a joyful moment, I fear it is going to be the beginning of a good bye that I do not want.

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